Future, Depend on Now

Its December! Almost end of the year, and I realize none of my target has been reached. Oh God...
I realize something important. What will happen in the future is depending on how we did things now. And I dont know my goal after I finish my undergraduate study. Will I continue my study for postgraduate or just find a job?
After lot of thinking, I decided that I will fight for both of them! Yeah, I will fight for getting scholarship for my postgraduate study and I will try to find a job too!

Let's Change Our World

Well, firstly i wanna said that im a lazy person. If im not in the mood, i will do nothing. I just watching movies, reading a book, or REALLY do nothing. I konw, its time for me to change.

I will tell you about my friend. I was so proud of her because of her principal. She told me to be someone unique, no matter people would look at you. She teach me that there are so many things in this world other than academics, if you open up your mind and eyes.

I try to do what she said. I socialize more with people, because i know that im an introvert, and i dont wanna end up become shut-in person. I reduce my lesson activity and i focused on socializing.

But, my friend now is always worried about her grade. I dont know if university can change people so easily. I always hope that she will always be herself, and that books didnt change her. Hope so much.